her hair was enormous

this blog is slowly slogging off. my desire to be a blogger is blogging me up. im'a'all bloggidy bligged. i have no idea what to say about anything anymore. today i spoke to a lady with a great big happy southern accent (i'm doing some writing workshops for people on her campus) and she kept saying "delighted." then i kept saying "delighted." i felt that i too had to have a great big happy talk sound. though i spoke with her on the phone, i understood her hair was enormous. then she said oh my god i nearly hit that car. then she said, i'm driving right now, darling. my brain won't do two things at once, ha, ha. and i said to be careful.

my calf muscle, i don't understand it. maybe it's an achilles thing. i'm tired of having a calf or achilles thing. i might be a hero.

so many things are happening and yet so many of them are completely unrelatable. i shaved off my beard. again. i'm having no wheat in my diet. i finished a story called "In His Mother's House, This Odette," which i think i like. i think i like i think i like i drink a lot i think. but no but hey. life is hard these days going to work living a workingman's life so hard when there's so little money. you know? but not really and i don't know why not really. just not really even at all hard. a tree's trunk is rather hard relatively.

after class i saw a fellow teacher eat a banana. i was like "ha." another fellow teacher asked me how my new sitch was. it took me a minute to understand that he was talking about "my new situation." i told him that now that i understood he was talking about "my new situation" that it was okay.

sat under the only skyscraper in spartanburg and watched that building going up into the night sky, the word Denny's in bright, glowing letters. bought new books:
big world mary miller
stories scott mclanahan
once the shore paul yoon
in a bear's eye yannick murphy
also reading moby dick and ahab gave a speech. i like the paul yoon book.
okay bye